I am sorry this experience has haunted you for so long. I recently found this website seeking clarity for my self. I submitted "Father Abuses Son." I am 25 now and could relate my well being to the Californian Bristle Cone Pine tree. When a regular tree is a sapling, it is at its most critical stage of growth. It needs an abundance of nourishment and as little obstacles around to be able to grow into a mature tree some day. However the Bristle Cone when young can remain dormant for centuries and can survive tumultuous weather conditions. If this tree is presented with a problem such as a large rock rolling on top of it, it does not give up. It merely discovers the problem and literally moves on. Usually enveloping the rock around it. My point is we can be like a thousand year old Bristle Cone survivor or we can be a tumbleweed tossed in the wind. These feelings are temporary if you choose for them to be. You are capable of being a strong survivor.
Jun 24, 2011 Rating
Older sister by: Anonymous
When I was about 5 years old I watched as my brother and sister would have sex on the couch next to me. When I was a little older my sister would get me alone in her bedroom and we would play with each others naked body. She would sit on the couch while I was on the floor and she'd spread her legs and talk to me so I'd look at her vagina. I was young and thought she did it by accident. Now I know better. Sometime I can't sleep at night because I'm thinking of what she used to do to me. I feel I need help to get over the thoughts.
